My heart is pretty heavy today.
There are some things that happen in life that just are heartbreaking.
A good, sweet friend recently had a miscarriage. Our due dates would have been close together.
Another friend struggles with trying to decipher her body and her bodies reaction to being pregnant...and why she can't stay pregnant.
Frustrating and sad. And nothing I can do but pray for peace and maybe answers.
Today one of our Church Ohana lost their baby girl during childbirth. I am sad for the momma. Broken hearted for her. And for her husband. His Facebook updates end with optimism and excitement at seeing his baby girl. And for their other children who are waiting for a new sister.
Awful. And nothing to do but pray.
I feel guilty at being joyful about my own pregnancy. I don't want to talk about it. Or put anything on Facebook or complain about morning sickness or being tired all the time. I don't want my happiness to be hard for anyone else.
And it all makes me sad and feel like a terrible person.
There are some things that happen in life that just are heartbreaking.
A good, sweet friend recently had a miscarriage. Our due dates would have been close together.
Another friend struggles with trying to decipher her body and her bodies reaction to being pregnant...and why she can't stay pregnant.
Frustrating and sad. And nothing I can do but pray for peace and maybe answers.
Today one of our Church Ohana lost their baby girl during childbirth. I am sad for the momma. Broken hearted for her. And for her husband. His Facebook updates end with optimism and excitement at seeing his baby girl. And for their other children who are waiting for a new sister.
Awful. And nothing to do but pray.
I feel guilty at being joyful about my own pregnancy. I don't want to talk about it. Or put anything on Facebook or complain about morning sickness or being tired all the time. I don't want my happiness to be hard for anyone else.
And it all makes me sad and feel like a terrible person.
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